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wallflowerisme
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June 2011
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Hello Reality.


Today I began to realize how alone I am? I mean, I dont live with my parents.. I live with my sister who will soon begin her life, find a husband, and get married. She even talked about marrying some guy. Where do I fit in? Where do I go? I dont want to be a burden. this just..kind of sucks. I dont know anymore. It puts me in a bad mood to even think about it. Im not even close to being 18 yet. Its not like I can move out. I dont wanna fly to another country and live with my parents. I chose to live with my sister, just never thought this day would come. What do I do? i dont want to be selfish and ruin my sister's happiness. No one seems to understand. No one ever understands. Doesnt even try. Can anyone relate to this?